what is the origin of life

is that a coincidence that we are living a perfect life or is there a reason behind it? we are living in a system of things that work together to maintain and developed humanity in a way that we all survive, we all breath and we all maintain our lives in a harmonious way, all the wheels of mankind is turning in a split of second together and with each other, for one distinguished goal that every community sets for itself, and transfers to other communities, and we achieve our goals together everywhere we go no matter who is behind our scene, with harmonious ways that no one can tell exactly how it is happening, where it comes from and how it develops, how it gets to us and how we use it, and how it just goes forward to a destination that we might or might not know. we clap for future, we deal for each other and we evolve for ourselves and society for it's growth, but we don't know to what end. how did we maintain such a life separate from other beings, or does other beings have the same systems and organizations, we don't know, we only see humans around us that are all doing the same thing and living their daily life without seeing the difference between us and monkeys, and they think what they are doing is correct because what they do is what they mean. we never dare to step outside of our comfort to explore what is happening somewhere else other than our normal lives, what is happening behind the scene or what is happening before our eyes and in our brains that makes us do what we do best. what has happened to mankind that they are so much well evolved separately that other animals that all they do is a perfect life, but they don't know how they are helping each other and ow they are going a path, how they are living a life of mystery and how they are just going forward in life to a destination. now did we evolved our lives, or did we live our lives until we got here? if we evolved ourselves, then who is there to set a destination for everyone to get to, and if we just lived our lives, how did that become so perfect? is it possible that we made ourselves to here? is it possible that with every invention we reached our goals to what we do now or maybe we don't know what are doing and we got here just by coincidence? is there an order in our lives or we developed from anarchy until we became organized, like the law of entropy. for the law of entropy, i mean when we get up in the morning, we put things places that we don't know, and when we get back, we organize them and put them in their places. or is the law of evolution that we created different systems and the better one survived and the weaker one was left behind. but if so, how did the system design is so perfect, that we all are doing by it and we all are in a situations in our lives that just live by it without knowing of the facts that the system that is designed inside us is a built in system that adjust to ourselves by what we do, but we still don't take it under consideration that how the system was designed so perfect for us. how the order in our lives got maintained without us considering that the order is ourselves. was there something separating us between other animals? how can we find the link of us growing like this with our existence if we don't have the knowledge to do it?   so in the way we are, we are all different in kinds and shapes, in story and lines, but when we collide, we make a community of organized people doing organized things, which makes our system. the thing that is connecting all of us together without us doubting it. are we dammed to live by the system that "we" create? or is there a way of living the separate life as we all desire to and what to achieve and making it, but what is the barrier that causes us not to notice the anarchy in life and just accept it as it is because we believe it is going to be good at some point? what closes our eyes to the reality that we see which is all in computers and different systems and makes us blind from what is happening before our eyes. by going to companies and having them help you, concept of money, where did that come from? how did that developed in our lives while is only printed on paper. there are a lot of questions about how it is the way it is, but no one ever sat down and thought about it, because it is just somewhere out of our reach or is it because we can't imagine what they are and if we do we have to doubt in ourselves completely, doubt in the whole system of life and the whole life itself, in the origin of life and in the sciences that show origin of life itself, if we out everything in the systems that we create, we have nothing and we loose nothing, which separates us from other animals who do a lot and loose a lot, we became machines, batteries for live of others to use, energy sources for higher powers to rule and money for big companies, and we have nothing for ourselves but what we know and what we write. we used to be monkeys, but we evaulved, we created things beyond our compensation, we make things that are out of our reach, we created things that are hard to achieve, and we made things in it's ways of possibilities that we only follow, and not lead, and at the end of the day, we don't even know who led us here, who brought us so high to where we are in a developed country, who did what we do in our lives that all are following it, without knowing him and understanding him. how did we went to our system to build up without him and how did we evaulved our brains to focus on subjects that matter without us knowing it's matter. uh, human brain, that one mystery that is hard to solve, hard to distinguish it between our dayly lives as humans, among computers and sytems and cars, we reached to a point that we lost ourselves over our lives, living in the stories that we make for ourselves to survive without having a consious of what is really happening, we build up to points that are unknown without knowing the way that it is like it is normal to do it, and at the end of the day we don't know how we got there, but it was a good journey,  and we still can't find the difference between monkeys and humans, because we are not counsious in what we do, we just go by the rules and systems, without knowing the guy behind the system, without doubting it, without questions from it, we consider it as things that we should accept, or else we will suffer, we won't be able to sleep, we won't be able to function, but we didn't ask ouselves that why we entered in it in the begining. was it something like a religion that is forced to us, yes of course, but a religoin that is so strict that we can't get out of it, we can't question it, we can dwell it, we can't live without it and we can understand it. then why the burden of keeping it? when we don't doubt it, we can't understand it. the system that we created was something that we all agreed in, without us knowing it, it's been there since the birth of most of us, and others forced to enter it, or by choice of not knowing it, or by the means of survival. we don't even know how it function so complicated in our lives to keep us from knowing the real us, the original  human being, the one that can do everything, we created a world so ugly that that we can't see the good things in it, we made it so intresting that our lives would be devoured by it, we made it so attractive that we are all attracted to what we see, we made it so funny that we all laught in it, we made it so stupid that we all can go up by it, we made it so boring that we all talk in it, and after all of that, we still go by it by how it is, the system that we created. with our own hand, with our own blood, with our own knowledge and with out own understanding. yes, this is the secret to most systems, to all of it. only a difference in minor details. and we are still deattached from it, from who we really are. from the impacts of what we do and from the effects of what we have, we are still in our stories, but it shall never end, because we have the power to keep on doing it. we have what it is required to build a new world, a new order, since we are all deattached from our lives. and that is the prepration of it, welcome to the new world.

Ali Shakibapour

Houston Community College